My Prayer

I pray that God completely heal my broken heart. I pray that I continue to work on my faith in God and on my discovery of myself. I pray that God helps me to find my purpose and then give me the power to actively pursue it. I pray for my family and that there is a shield of protection around everyone, including myself. God, I pray that X will one day understand how I feel and apologize. I pray that you take the desire that I still have for him out of my heart. I pray that any triggers that cause me to remember him no longer have power over me. Lord, please take the jealousy, hurt, and pain out of my heart that I have when I think about him with another woman. I wanted nothing more than to be the woman that he loves and he spit on my efforts and on my love in every way. I feel so broken and when I think about him happy and moving on, it makes me feel like I’m worthless. I need help.