Author Archives: nashemaheard

So here I am. Trying again. My mentor recently told me that the things I want to “work up to doing” will come naturally if I just let go a little more. And I can’t help but see how this advice connects to my entire life. I think about all the drafts I’ve written butContinue reading “Starting Over: The Art of Doing It Anyway”

Let’s start by saying hello to another Word document. I’ve got countless of them—unfinished projects that have never seen the light of completion. I know my flaws well: I overthink, analyze, over plan, and then procrastinate to the point where nothing comes of my work. And while I’m struggling with all of this, life isContinue reading “Creating Space: Balancing My Life and Dreams”

This morning, I found myself at a crossroads between indulging in extra sleep and honoring my commitment to the gym. Despite initial doubts, the allure of an early start and the satisfaction of completing my workout propelled me out of bed. This internal struggle, between instant gratification and long-term benefit, is a constant theme inContinue reading “Confronting Self-Doubt: A Journey to Inner Strength”

Yesterday, I decided to take a break from the hustle of life. I spent the entire day in bed, indulging in a good book. As I reached the last page, a wave of anxiety washed over me, signaling the return to reality. However, I took a moment to breathe, calming my nerves, before gradually gettingContinue reading ““A Day of Self-Care: Embracing the Now””

I’ve been questioning whether I want to continue pursuing music lately. Considering my journey, I’ve left teaching multiple times over the past six years and had various odd jobs. In December, I was evicted from my apartment, and now I’m staying with a friend while working as a food delivery person. Despite applying for better-payingContinue reading ““Navigating Life’s Symphony: Finding Harmony Amidst Challenges””

2/21/2024 Reflecting on my past journals, I began questioning whether following my instincts has always led me down the right path. This realization scared me because I’ve always believed in trusting myself and that the decisions I make are for my highest good, even if they’re perceived as “bad.” I’ve tried not to label themContinue reading “Embracing the Journey: Trusting Instincts, Prioritizing Self, and Pursuing Passion”

February 13, 2024 Today, I woke up without the motivation to tackle anything. After my morning UberEats shift, I returned home and allowed myself some much-needed rest, only to be greeted by unsettling dreams during my nap. As I awoke, I reminded myself to take things one step at a time. There are tasks onContinue reading ““Unraveling Creativity: Navigating Self-Doubt and Priorities””

This morning, I woke from a dream where my aunt and mom were pressuring me to go to church. The lingering feelings of shame and frustration stayed with me, as this dream isn’t new. I’ve had various versions of it, each time feeling more frustrated by the pressure to conform. But perhaps there’s more toContinue reading ““Embracing the Journey: Reflections on Self-Discovery and Growth””

be encouraged. If you are struggling to hold on, I hope this message encourages you to hold on a little bit longer.  As the title states, my car did get repossessed this week. Chile… they been after me for months. Carmax specifically. Calling three to five times a day. I got some reprieve on theContinue reading “My Car Got Repoed”

Being at this job pushed me to free myself. To know that I was already free and that I have always had gifts. I sat and kept asking myself questions. What do I already have Now that I can create with? My writing ability. Then I started deep cleaning my apartment and came across writingsContinue reading “Free Yourself.”