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I love you. No matter what you do and what you choose, I love you. I dream of you holding me and loving on me. Loving me. No matter the distance and circumstance, I feel you. Memories of the moments we’ve shared and moments to come play in my head. I allow the thoughts toContinue reading “Awakening: the emergence”

I have been in the sunken place lately. Eating whatever is going to temporarily soothe me, feeling overwhelmed and even jealous of other people and their successes. Not knowing where to begin with my own feelings and desires and ultimately feeling stuck. I slept the day away today because the notifications for my upcoming billsContinue reading “Writing My New Reality (9/28)”

A healing rant. I haven’t written a blog in a minute. I’ve been so consumed with figuring out my next steps that I put aside the thing that helped me have revelations. I’m collapsing. But not in a “bad” way, more so I’m accepting my Now and allowing myself to flow with life. I’m notContinue reading “Finding Purpose.”

I’m remembering what made my family so special. I’ve never known another family like them. We are rare. We have our issues and we aren’t perfect, but we truly love each other and you feel that when you’re around us. My favorite place to be every summer was always with my family. I’m so gratefulContinue reading “Shallotte.”

I was hired to work for CMS at the end of January. In that time I have worked as a 6th grade ELA teacher. Today, I had a meeting with my admin team about whether I would be returning in the fall. Their conclusion was that I could reapply for a 7th grade position sinceContinue reading “A Thank-You Letter”

I’m realizing my power. It’s so easy for me to see it in everyone else as if what I bring to the table isn’t enough. I really do underestimate my role, who I am, what I bring to the table, and what I have to offer. I’m working on a lot. I’m already working withinContinue reading “Pressure”

Where do I begin? I always wanted to be a singer. I had a love for it as a girl and would sing in our living room pretending that I was performing for a huge audience. I carried this habit with me throughout the years and secretly prayed that God would one day make meContinue reading “1-22 Free write”

I’ve been getting up around 4am for a least a week now. Moths collecting on my window. The lesson from this week was learning about my sexual energy. It’s been an eyeopener for me. I’ve heard of sexual energy but I’ve never fully understood it. The other night during the full moon, I pulled theContinue reading “Sexual Transmutation”

This week has definitely been one of transformation. I haven’t been journaling because I’ve been trying to take it all in. First off, I didn’t work this week so it left me with a lot of free time to overthink and really get stuck in my damn head. The one thing that helped me keepContinue reading “The road less traveled.”

I wanna thank the beautiful souls at Enchanted Hive that poured into me the other day (I’ll write a post about my full experience soon). I came into their space in pieces and they took me and embraced me. We talked. I cried— a lot. We went outside. They knew exactly what I needed. TheyContinue reading “Quick Post: Enchanted Hive”